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Ya know... Whenever I stay up late I either get super excited about the random things I find on the interwebs or I end up spiraling downward into this abyss of despair in which is kinda hard to pull myself out of. I started my exciting journey finding all sorts of amazing Teen Wolf fanart on DA, some of which were undownloadable because they are a bunch of poops and don't want you to re-post in anywhere. -_- But I still have a bunch, there may be some where they said no but.... I don't read everything so whatever.
Anyhow, I am now in the depressive state where I feel life is going nowhere fast. I am pretty much fucking jobless. I was NOT put on the schedule this week, what fucking business does that!? I was going on 3.5-4 hour weeks and making $60 paychecks. So this paycheck will be about that but since I am not working this week my next paycheck will be a god damn $30 IF I work next week. This is all on an IF I work next week.
I have about $500 dollars in bills. I can't afford this shit anymore. My bf is covering most of them but he has two more weeks of college (semester) he works at the school and is not getting hours over the summer. So this means both of us will be fucked! So I literally have 2 god damn weeks to find a fucking job!!! (sorry about language, I feel I have a right though)
I don't know what to do. This has probably never happened. Normally one of us is making money.
[my cat distracted me, my thought process just got fucked]
Anyway, I am just upset at the situation and I wish... I wish, I could snap my fingers and fix it. Oh, not to mention my debt is so severe this isn't helping matters.
Whatever. I should sleep. My friend is coming over tomorrow and she's good at cheering me up, well my boyfriend is too but... he's asleep haha! I'll probably get some cuddles though when I crawl in bed next to his warm body. :P
Ok, sorry I am getting graphic now. *blush*
Night Ya'll
Anyhow, I am now in the depressive state where I feel life is going nowhere fast. I am pretty much fucking jobless. I was NOT put on the schedule this week, what fucking business does that!? I was going on 3.5-4 hour weeks and making $60 paychecks. So this paycheck will be about that but since I am not working this week my next paycheck will be a god damn $30 IF I work next week. This is all on an IF I work next week.
I have about $500 dollars in bills. I can't afford this shit anymore. My bf is covering most of them but he has two more weeks of college (semester) he works at the school and is not getting hours over the summer. So this means both of us will be fucked! So I literally have 2 god damn weeks to find a fucking job!!! (sorry about language, I feel I have a right though)
I don't know what to do. This has probably never happened. Normally one of us is making money.
[my cat distracted me, my thought process just got fucked]
Anyway, I am just upset at the situation and I wish... I wish, I could snap my fingers and fix it. Oh, not to mention my debt is so severe this isn't helping matters.
Whatever. I should sleep. My friend is coming over tomorrow and she's good at cheering me up, well my boyfriend is too but... he's asleep haha! I'll probably get some cuddles though when I crawl in bed next to his warm body. :P
Ok, sorry I am getting graphic now. *blush*
Night Ya'll
