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Well, I have long hair and I read an article by Cosmo, yeah I know cosmo sucks, but it was actually very enlightening. It said every girl should cut their hair really short at least once in their life. One of the main reasons I am so drawn to doing this is because the style they kept referring to is called the Chelsea cut (my name) so I can't help but think it's destiny. Also, there has been a lot going on in my life so I feel change is good. I am due for something new and for new beginnings. I have had a lot of downfalls with my crappy job, medical issues, and debt/bills. So I need to stay positive and trying and make these changes and find the light at the end of the tunnel. I think this hair cut is part of it. Not like I have the money to afford it but I just am drawn to it and want to do it.

There is some positive things going on in my life. I've sold my handcrafted jewelry and I am making t-shirts for a business I am working with. So it's going good for me in the art department but it's not good enough. I need to make more money than I am. All I can do is perseve and try harder. Life will go on and I will just get stronger and become a better person.


My Hair style I want to get. Pics below.
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Today, I went to the doctor. I haven't been to my family doctor in a very long time. It's been years actually. I just got approved for Medicaid so I switched to a new doctor cause I didn't like my other one. This doctor is awesome he's very nice, the same doctor as my dad. Anyway, I just went because I had to for the process of becoming his patient.

Well, during that process we talked about my seizures and stuff like that. I figured while I was there I might as well bring up my other health concerns. One of them was my nose. It's been rather painful on and off for a year or more and this past winter it got really bad. It feels scabby and is always bloody. He looked inside and the result is and ulcer about the size of a quarter. I am being referred to a nose and ear doctor to get that treated.

The second health concern was my irregular periods. This has been going on for about a year and a half or more. I won't go into great detail with you on that as some people might find it gross or odd... men. Basically, I could go 4 months and nothing happens and one month I could get spotting. It's random, not to mention I have a nice blonde beard. -_- So I told him that and the first thing to spout out of his mouth was this... Polycystic ovary syndrome (PCOS). I freaked out by the sound of this but when he said it instead of syndrome he said the dreaded word DISEASE!!!! Which of course makes everyone freak out even more.

Anyhow, for those of you who don't know what PCOS is Follow this Link ----> PCOS Explained

Hopefully ya'll read what was on the website via the provided link otherwise you may not understand why I am saying these things. So I made an appt. with my Gyno to get checked out and I really hope this not what I have. I still have some faith that his first reaction is wrong but doctors normally know best. I am just scared about being infertile and not having kids of my own. That would be terrible.

...........I think I will come back to this later. My bf got home we are going to watch R.I.P.D. he is amazing I love him. He keeps me happy. Best boyfriend every.

[ I never came back ]
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Please vote this to the top. I am very upset that this is going on. They are in the stages of updating the website and they won't allow you to have private images and get the embeded/Html/BBCodes unless it is a public images. This I feel is a violation of my privacy. If I want to embed an images elsewhere I shouldn't have to make it public on their site. This goes against everything. I needed an image hosting site so I could post images to sites such as this one and some of which do have a bit of a naughty tone to them. I don't think Flickr needs to see that and I don't need people on that site flagging my stuff just to get them taken down, both there and here. So please vote if you have an account there. Thanks!!!!
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I created a DW to post all sorts of stuff but the main reason was to post the never ending amount of awesomeness I find on the interwebs and have no where to store except my hard drive. Now I am sure many of you have the same issue as I do and bog down your computer with useless love affairs with stuff that isn't important but can't let it go. So, That's what this has become. Unfortunately, I have created about 4 different sites just so I could actually post stuff here.

I now have a Photobucket so I can post the URLs in the code so I can put the images in my posts here (image hosting). It was hard trying to find a good site that would be suited well, I wanted something for Gifs. I guess Photobucket will have to do for now unless anyone has any better ideas. I used to use Tinypic[dot]com but every time I would convert the Gif into a url it would look all pixelated and crappy. I hated it. Still images from that site were perfect and you don't have to create an account.

Anyhow, I just hope I can get this site all nice and neat. Another reason why I was so frantic about finding an image hosting site that was good cause I noticed a lot of sites would purge your stuff or would just shut down entirely. I don't want that to happen to my stuff at all. I hope to get this all sorted out. I still have all my images and Gifs all on my computer until I get it figured out to my liking. If anyone has some idea or suggestions. Please comment.

Okay, I think I have talked enough for one night.
Thanks in advance if ya'll helped me out. :D


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