sz3rorevan117: Lucifer from Supernatural (Default)
It has been tough dealing with PCOS. I finally was able to start birth control and have been on it for a month. It seems to be working. Slowly but it's showing signs of improvement. The hardest thing for me is the weight loss. I am alone in this battle. No one in my family is helping, they continue to buy junk food which is my biggest down fall. I hate that no one is really being supportive.... well verbally maybe but showing it as in NOT BUY JUNK FOOD!!!! they're not. It's annoying, I mean if they are going to buy that shit hide it from me.

I am like a fucking vacuum when it comes to that kind of food. I seek it out, find it, eat it... eat it all!!! :P Anyway, that is what I am having trouble with. Exercise is tough too. I have done it twice this week. I need to keep up with it and not stray away.

All I can say is I am trying. It's hard but I am trying. I just wish I had someone to do this with it is twice as hard alone.


Tomorrow, I am going to a job fair. Hope I find something there. I had an electronic interview today so idk how that will work out. We'll see. I hope someone comes along, Fulltime please!
sz3rorevan117: Lucifer from Supernatural (Default)
Today, I went to the doctor. I haven't been to my family doctor in a very long time. It's been years actually. I just got approved for Medicaid so I switched to a new doctor cause I didn't like my other one. This doctor is awesome he's very nice, the same doctor as my dad. Anyway, I just went because I had to for the process of becoming his patient.

Well, during that process we talked about my seizures and stuff like that. I figured while I was there I might as well bring up my other health concerns. One of them was my nose. It's been rather painful on and off for a year or more and this past winter it got really bad. It feels scabby and is always bloody. He looked inside and the result is and ulcer about the size of a quarter. I am being referred to a nose and ear doctor to get that treated.

The second health concern was my irregular periods. This has been going on for about a year and a half or more. I won't go into great detail with you on that as some people might find it gross or odd... men. Basically, I could go 4 months and nothing happens and one month I could get spotting. It's random, not to mention I have a nice blonde beard. -_- So I told him that and the first thing to spout out of his mouth was this... Polycystic ovary syndrome (PCOS). I freaked out by the sound of this but when he said it instead of syndrome he said the dreaded word DISEASE!!!! Which of course makes everyone freak out even more.

Anyhow, for those of you who don't know what PCOS is Follow this Link ----> PCOS Explained

Hopefully ya'll read what was on the website via the provided link otherwise you may not understand why I am saying these things. So I made an appt. with my Gyno to get checked out and I really hope this not what I have. I still have some faith that his first reaction is wrong but doctors normally know best. I am just scared about being infertile and not having kids of my own. That would be terrible.

...........I think I will come back to this later. My bf got home we are going to watch R.I.P.D. he is amazing I love him. He keeps me happy. Best boyfriend every.

[ I never came back ]


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